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Undefinable HAPPINESS...
Tuesday, September 15, 8:15 PM
Where should I start??
~ From how I found out how unfair you are even I am only 8.. wow, I am not bad though..
This post is basically about someone who "LOVE" me so much, who is so somehow important to me..
Another convo flew like that... Ended up with violence and a bit, no.. mayb A LOT of tears and a lot of HATRED in the air..
Why do you have to let me have more and more confidence in myself that whatever I predict is definitely right whenever I wanna ask for permission...?
Do you know that how long is it for me to take to make a sentence just to ask you if I wanna go out?
Do you know that I was always ready to reject my my friends from the first second they ask me for an outing.. I am ready with an excuse before I asked you.. WHY??
becuz I am just so afraid I will be disappointed and hurt once more although I know what's the outcome.. But I have been advise to hold onto hope, everytime I tried... It just bring me down more... MORE & MORE & more & MOre & undefinable more....
AND YET....
I cannot just burst.. I need to respect you, I dun kno why I wanna be someone who so follow moral values.. ==
Do you how hard is it for a teenage to pass her ordinary life by pretending how strong & cheerful she is even if she's not.. How weak can she get inside.. Have you ever think??
You never care.. maybe you did, but from your point of view.. You never thought how unfair you are right?
Do you know what was on my mind all this while?? Do you know who my friends are?
Do you know what I usually do? Do you know all bout my UPs and DOWNs?
Do you even know anything about me except the fact I am a part of your family..?
Do you know what I like? Do you know what I hate? Do you know what I am afraid of?
Do you?? There was once a kid I knew who got so fade up of her life..
From day to night... all she thought was, whether does she belong, is she to real daughter to her mum?
She was only 8 :) guess who.. YES~ to those who thinks its me myself, BINGO
Now... All I wished is to meet death.. You can't say not nor not give me permission for it right??
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Undefinable HAPPINESS...
Tuesday, September 15, 8:15 PM
Where should I start??
~ From how I found out how unfair you are even I am only 8.. wow, I am not bad though..
This post is basically about someone who "LOVE" me so much, who is so somehow important to me..
Another convo flew like that... Ended up with violence and a bit, no.. mayb A LOT of tears and a lot of HATRED in the air..
Why do you have to let me have more and more confidence in myself that whatever I predict is definitely right whenever I wanna ask for permission...?
Do you know that how long is it for me to take to make a sentence just to ask you if I wanna go out?
Do you know that I was always ready to reject my my friends from the first second they ask me for an outing.. I am ready with an excuse before I asked you.. WHY??
becuz I am just so afraid I will be disappointed and hurt once more although I know what's the outcome.. But I have been advise to hold onto hope, everytime I tried... It just bring me down more... MORE & MORE & more & MOre & undefinable more....
AND YET....
I cannot just burst.. I need to respect you, I dun kno why I wanna be someone who so follow moral values.. ==
Do you how hard is it for a teenage to pass her ordinary life by pretending how strong & cheerful she is even if she's not.. How weak can she get inside.. Have you ever think??
You never care.. maybe you did, but from your point of view.. You never thought how unfair you are right?
Do you know what was on my mind all this while?? Do you know who my friends are?
Do you know what I usually do? Do you know all bout my UPs and DOWNs?
Do you even know anything about me except the fact I am a part of your family..?
Do you know what I like? Do you know what I hate? Do you know what I am afraid of?
Do you?? There was once a kid I knew who got so fade up of her life..
From day to night... all she thought was, whether does she belong, is she to real daughter to her mum?
She was only 8 :) guess who.. YES~ to those who thinks its me myself, BINGO
Now... All I wished is to meet death.. You can't say not nor not give me permission for it right??
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